why everytime i fall in love, it gotta be some crazy outta this wprld feeling like i losing mi mind? how come i cant just love somebody the same way they love me. wit out me havin 2 sacrifice evrything i have to be wit dude who dont know how to love back the right way. im dealin wit dude right now that want to control me and in certain ways change me. i know i have my flaws n yes i could use some work but how do i know wen im crossing the line from making progress 2 changing just 2 make dude happy?
because right now, its feeling like even when i do what he wants from me, theres always somethin else i gotta do. but i love him n i enjoy being wit him n making these changes 4 him, he excites me n all that. but imma lose mi damn mind tryna keep up with all his demands. is this love even worth it